RUN don’t walk and listen to this. Been listening all morning. Lets get those positive vibes flowing.

thoughtkick:

“I will not be another flower picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find, and impossible to forget.”

— Erin Van Vuren

Today is a new AMAZING day. This is Day 1 of being positive and manifesting things in my life instead of being negative. I have 2 interviews today and whichever I choose I am going to be flowing in abundance!

I did yoga this morning, saged my house and have been listening to affirmation songs and high energy music.

No more of this “I can’t” energy because I CAN. I can do anything and everything I put my mind too.

I am going to be living my most abundant life.

I manifesting all the most wonderful beautiful things in my life,

I am choosing joy instead of sadness. I am choosing MY PATH. No one else’s.

Lets manifest some magic

It’s been a very long time since I have blogged on here. I though about making a whole new one but why? Why not keep a time line of start to infinite.

I need an out lit but not like facebook. I know everyone there and the fear of judgment is not for me because I’m a soft person. Especially, since being sober. I try not to care what others think but it can be hard. I deleted the app on my phone tonight because I need a damn break. Anyway, I was more wanting to write about how I miss writing. Getting things out.

Blogging in particular. I used to get out everything I wanted, say things without fear. Sometimes in the past for attention. I just want somewhere I can recklessly put my thoughts and maybe if others feel the same benefit from it. Writing in a regular journal has never been for me. I’ve tried and I will get different pens and high lighters to make it pretty. I always end up stopping as soon as I start. Maybe there is a sense of no one will every read that.. but someone could read this.

I guess I am still in this “notice me” phase and wanting to be seen. Not by many and maybe not actually seen. Maybe just the thought of knowing that it potentially could.

I just miss coming on a platform and going all out. Interacting and saying what I want. When I want. No shame. I’m sure there is some cringy things I have posted in the past. I don’t doubt that. Either way I’m glad I’m here and back and I’ll just start writing about my day and my goals and hopes and maybe some shadow work. Who knows. Not even I do and I’m the one writing.